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My friend brought her 16 year old daughter to my house yesterday for Adult Girl Time, which is a monthly ritual for us. But it's two old ladies bitching and gossiping for 3-4 hours, so mostly her daughter just read fanfic on her phone. At one point the subject of my fanfic bookshelf came up, and I mentioned that it was all Destiel prints, but I also had my omgcheckplease books there.

I handed the first one to the kiddo, and she got sucked right in...was halfway through the 2nd book before her mom decided it was time to go home and feed the fam. So I let her borrow the rest of the books.

She's done with them now and messaged me to let me know, and I go "and there's 13 years worth of fanfic waiting for you!".

She was 3 when ocp started.

I feel so old lol

Mako Mermaids (season 2)

Sep. 19th, 2026 03:21 pm[personal profile] scaramouche
scaramouche: Disney's Flounder looking sleepy (flounder is le tired)
I just finished season 2 of Mako Mermaids, it's also fine. I liked it a little better than season 1? In my previous post I mostly went on about season 1's longform plot, and I guess I wasn't the only one who didn't care as much for that, because they course-corrected into a season 2 that is chockfull of shenanigans and little adventures, with a bigger plot on top but balanced better. Also fun is that Zac's girlfriend Evie gets transformed into a mermaid (I yelped!) like the original show's trio, so there is some fun there of new exploration.

However season 2 has six main characters over last season's four, which means there's less time to get to know the characters well, plus the main drivers for the season, emotionally and plotwise, are Ondina and Eric, two new characters who (1) already have to get through a hurdle of being new characters, instead of the season relying on returning characters we already know and (2) these characters do not work for me.

The actors for Ondina and Eric look fantastic underwater, they're probably the best at underwater acting, so I get it, and their characters are written to be a particular way in service of the story, and I do like that they're both similar enough that their getting romantically entangled makes sense and that Eric loves Ondina exactly the way she is, but ohhhh I do not care for them. Eric is slightly better in the sense that he's meant to be suspicious and you're not supposed to trust him as he makes the plot happen (and keeps mucking about at work, that made me so MAD! But it's supposed to), while Ondina is (IMO) a meaner, more hypocritical version of Lyla.

When I put on the first episode of the season, my immediate reaction was to yell because DAGNABIT, Lyla is gone??? >:( I guess that answers how they were going to deal with Lyla's feelings for Zac while Zac is with Evie, which is that they don't have to. But then I was curious to see how Sirena, the lone returning mermaid of the season 1 trio, would step up, but... she's just not a character who can drive the plot, or perhaps they couldn't figure out how to do it because she's the nice, sweet one who has learned to trust Zac. So Ondina and to lesser extent Mimmi drive the season, and I can't tell if the reveal with Zac being a merman prince is a retcon or not, but it was fun that the moment that Mimmi and Zac admitted out loud that they have been having visions of each other, I looked at both of them and was like, hey they look similar-ish enough to pass as siblings, which is indeed a reveal that happens in a following episode. As casting goes, that was a good one.

Some of the shenanigans episodes were fun in concept but most of them didn't gel for me. Evie turning into a mermaid is fun but her being a mermaid is only meaningful as far as it means that Cam is the only one in the secret-knowing circle who is human, plus Evie gets a high ratio of slapstick mermaid problems, with the drunk moon where she embarrasses herself, the goop one, the shrinking one, the main sneezing one. The main trio of mermaids do get some funny stuff but not as much, and the mermen of the show don't get embarrassed at all because boys are cool, I guess. This isn't malicious and is probably just a result of Evie's actress doing so well in the season 1 cat shenanigan episode, though it does speak a little to the kinds of situations they felt natural for the characters. For example there's an episode that does the classic Evil Makeover episode with Sirena, complete with dramatic perm and dark eyeshadow, but it doesn't let Sirena do anything really fun and let loose, beyond hyperfocusing on her boyfriend.

There are some episodes that really good! The one where Mimmi refuses to speak to Ondina after Ondina has chosen to stay on land with Eric, felt like some of the best friendship stuff of Just Add Water, as a storyline driven by emotion and characterization, with heartfelt stakes. As the B plot it had Cam and Carly on their first date, which also has emotional consequences in a following episode when Carly learns about the mermaid secret and joins the circle, and the follow-up with that when Cam chooses differently this season than he did the last. The whole sequence that reveals what Cam did with the stone was impressively edited like a much smarter show.

For me the longform plot is still not interesting enough to pull the season together, because the unknowns have the same emotional stakes as in season 1, where the mermaids are for it, the mermen are against it, no one can argue their pov meaningfully because no one knows what will happen, so it's just as repetitive now as it was then. I also don't care for (1) the men actively driving the plots of both seasons, (2) of Zac being the super specialest little boy (though I do like Zac as a general character and wish they would develop his character besides the one episode he got to be mad about discovering he's adopted), and (3) that all the women are emotional support fuckall useless in the finale because the men do everything.

When Veridia praises the trio in the finale for solving the Mako Island problem, I'm just like, but did they? Because absolutely none of the active choices they made over the entire season helped because they wanted to take away Zac's powers (didn't work) and then stop Zac from finding the merman cave (didn't work) and activating it (didn't work). It's Zac's actions to explore the cave, and then Eric's actions for the same, that created a situation where Zac could deactivate the merman cave.

The underwater scenes this season are great, though! And now onward to the third and final season.

Book Log: Papyrus

Sep. 18th, 2026 05:00 pm[personal profile] scaramouche
scaramouche: Book cover with "a really useful book" in print on it, from MirrorMask (really useful book)
Irene Vallejo's Papyrus: The Invention of Books in the Ancient World, as translated from Spanish into English by Charlotte Whittle, is a very leisurely read about books of the Hellenic era, i.e. ancient Greece and Rome. It's not telling a historically linear story, but jumps all over the place, from the library of Alexandria, to the development of writing for administrative work, to the spread of Hellenic culture through their empire, to the journey from oral stories to written ones, to modern conceptions of the classical texts, to the development of the Roman alphabet, to the materials used to make scrolls and parchment... more of that, but that's a rough idea.

There is a vaguely grand throughline from Greece and then Rome (and Rome's appropriation of Grecian canon) but the book meanders here and there with pit stops in the modern day and memoir-like chapters of Vallejo's own life experiences with the written word. A lot of the book's content is interesting to me and I have enjoyed books that jump around through related topics (like that book about time I read a while back) but I couldn't vibe with this one and found it a bit tiring to get through, when I felt like I should have been more excited to get back to it. I think the leisurely journey was a bit too leisurely for me, I needed stronger hooks of getting to the point at each section, even if I enjoyed the content itself.

Tone clash aside, there is a lot that's so interesting to me, for example like I knew that reading books silently is a modern thing and historically they were read out loud, but what's new to me is a consequence where unlike in modern times when literacy has been guarded as a privilege of the elite, in ancient Rome slaves were used to read out loud because of a belief that to read someone else's words was to allow one's voice to be "possessed" by that writer, and of course only slaves should be used that way.

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Sep. 16th, 2026 09:50 pm[personal profile] scaramouche
scaramouche: Mak Dara as Nyonya Mansur in Ibu Mertuaku (omg mak dara)
I went for my second ever run, which went very well and was over before I was ready for it, which makes me feel like I could push myself a little bit more. I'm getting the hang of this! But have not yet figured out how to slip into the mass of runners at the starting line with the least awkwardness. But a few days afterward the haze got to me (or my asthma, if we want to be accurate) and after recovering I had to work my way back up to my previous pace.

A couple of other city runs and outdoor activities have been cancelled due to the haze, but there have been enough good days that the Merdeka parade and Pokemon parade still got the green light. I still go around my neighbourhood regardless, with my air filter warning system letting me now if I need an N95 mask or not, and doing a few km with mask is very doable for me. There is another run very near me soon that I was thinking of joining, but it's a bit of a gamble now if they'll be cancelled or not.

In two months there's going to be a Pokemon run and a BTS run in the city, both family-friendly but expensive fun runs. I won't be around for either, which is a shame because even though I wouldn't join, I think the festival energy of the events would be really fun, and I wish them green light luck.
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I saw a tiktok where a guy was complaining that the Robot Girlfriend Tries to Kill Man trope is overdone and boring, and I'm like yeah and also I have an idea!

Science Lady builds herself a robot boyfriend, and he is sexy and sweet and the perfect partner. Her ex-boyfriend, who was abusive and is the main reason she's given up on humans and built a robot, is still stalking her and making her life miserable. Robot Boyfriend sees this and its first act of sentient free will is to decide that shit needs to stop.

The movie is then a horror story from the ex-boyfriend's pov as Robot Boyfriend stalks him terminator-style to murder him. Robot Boyfriend hacks his own programming and anything around him that might track his activities to erase what he's doing. So when ex-boyfriend goes to Science Lady to tell her that her invention is trying to kill him, she doesn't believe him. She accuses him of trying to gaslight her again and tells him to gtfo.

Robot Boyfriend succeeds in terrorizing ex-boyfriend to show him the error of his ways. The guy is begging for mercy and promising he'll change and he'll never treat a woman like that again, and Robot Boyfriend says "I believe you" and then snaps his neck.

No one ever finds the killer. Science Lady and Robot Boyfriend live happily ever after.

Had an epiphany...

Sep. 12th, 2026 11:11 am[personal profile] ltleflrt
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Had an epiphany while talking to @jupiterjames about my reading habits as a kid. I almost completely skipped over everything meant for kids. I went from Scary Stories To Tell In The Dark to Christopher Pike to Stephen King and Clive Barker within the space of about a year, between 4th and 5th grade. And then my mom handed me a romance novel when I was 10, not one of those closed door Harlequin's, but a full on adult genre romance.

And I'm like ooooh.... horror and romance were my two favorite genres from 9 to 13 years old. No wonder one of my favorite fanfic tropes is serial killers falling in love lol

Anyway, darkfic is The Best, kthxbai.

I'm cold...

Sep. 11th, 2026 08:10 pm[personal profile] ltleflrt
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I'm cold because my desk is right under the a/c vent, so I've got my hoodie on and the hood up, and I'm hunched over to read a book on my monitor. I get a vibe, and I look over at my husband who is giving me the biggest heart eyes. I'm like "what"? and he tells me that he loves that I'm a goblin.

Saved from my perimenopause for another day. Maybe the whole weekend πŸ˜†πŸ₯°

Look, if you want to...

Sep. 11th, 2026 11:10 am[personal profile] ltleflrt
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Look, if you want to publish AI slop on Amazon, I'm going to judge but you do you. Little tip tho? If you don't want to APPEAR to be posting AI slop, don't publish 30 novels within 3 weeks of each other. Space that shit out, idiot. Also, check that the MC in your F1 trilogy and the MC in your football trilogy don't have the same first name.

I've been happily married...

Sep. 10th, 2026 11:09 am[personal profile] ltleflrt
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I've been happily married for 19 years and never once has my husband correctly completed my sentences, or moved around the kitchen smoothly with me. It's really no wonder those are romance tropes, cuz now that I'm going through perimenopause I feel like I'm in a psychological thriller instead now. Every time he interrupts what I'm saying to guess wrong on where I'm going with my sentence or gets in my damn way in the kitchen. I'm the character who snaps and turns to murder.

(I love him so many. It'll be as painless as possible.)
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I read a great book yesterday, and it had some side characters that had a bunch of hints that they had their own book. So after I finished, I went looking. They have their own book, YAY! Wait, it's in 1st person?? NOOOOO.

Maybe I'll see if there's an audio book.

Edit: There's not an audio book :(

I'm bummed that...

Sep. 8th, 2026 11:07 am[personal profile] ltleflrt
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I'm bummed that pocket paperbacks are being phased out. They're easier to hold, and i can fit so many more of them on a shelf.

Makin' progress...

Sep. 3rd, 2026 11:05 am[personal profile] ltleflrt
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Makin' progress on my book!  

36,453 words


scaramouche: The White Rabbit from Alice in Wonderland (white rabbit is creepy)
If I'm not mistaken, I have only five Poirot books to go: two novels and three short story collections, which is wild. Since my last post, I have read:

  • After the Funeral - I enjoyed this one, which is funny because I can get irritated if I feel Christie has been too withholding with the clues in order to pull a trick, but in this case it worked for me, I think because there were enough elements of "wrongness" popping out of the text to be noticed and it was relief to see how those elements tied together, even if I couldn't ultimately guess to what direction. Spoilers. ) Unfortunately the edition of the book I got messed up the layout of the family tree at the start, which annoyed me so much.

  • The Sittaford Mystery - This was fun! I feel like it shouldn't work as well as it does, as one of those mysteries that's built around a specific murder-accomplishing hook that limits the number of possibles, but I think after having read so many of Christie's books that do the same, you have to appreciate the art of putting said mystery together. Basically a table-turning announces a murder, and since the supernatural do not exist, someone announced the murder on purpose, and it's a matter of figuring out why. Go-getter Emily Trefusis is a delight and I love her.

  • They Do It with Mirrors - A Miss Marple story as she tries to protect a beloved friend. It's pretty straightforward but the (1) title and (2) diagram of the scene of the crime, got me overthinking things, but if you know your conventions you can figure out pretty quick how the murder was pulled off, and that isn't a knock on the story because it makes it becomes a matter of understanding the characters and their relationships to peel back the motives.

  • Destination Unknown - This was a blast! An espionage story with a tight POV of a "normal" character who is brought into an undercover mission, but she's also competent and intelligent and starts out with a bit of a deathwish which explains why takes the mission. The whole journey is fun and we get to try to decipher all the characters she meets along with her, and it ties up really satisfying way for me. Yay!! Though there's some unfortunate ethnic descriptions, and a key moment is solved by another character donning blackface.

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